I miss me

After a long time since I was here, I am back. I miss blogger, I miss writing about life and thoughts (even it just a few postings). Today my gut brings me here.

I just wanna share about "istiqamah". I am not a religious person, whatever I have uttered here is just my two cent. So, istiqamah is hard. It is really hard for me myself. As a human being, no lies, we absolutely want to be better day by day without looking back to what we used to and what we want to leave out in our past. Maybe something that we regret the most, that what make us open up to change ourselves. But, as we tried and we fight, sometimes we lose and it is okay. It is okay to not come back stronger each time.

But, keep going.

No matter how exhausted we are, just keep on moving. Just remember, we are not competing with ourselves but we instead wanna helping us from anything that holding us back. So, take each step and be sure of it. For me, it doesn't matter the time taken for us to move on but each step that we make everyday that what is really important. Same goes when we said we want to change, we did. The next thing is, istiqamah.