Life is hard, yes if it is without you

There would be someone that crossed your mind while reading this.

• Someone who isn't your blood related but act like they are. 👪
• Someone who has always been there for you, during your ups and downs. 🙌
• Someone who see all bad and good things about yourself which only yourself would know moreover if it is something bad, you would want pile them down under your bed sheet, like who else would?! 😒
• Someone who you can be yourself with, not pretending who you aren't just because you want them to like or love you. 👍
• Who even worried about you more than you can ever think of yourself because you think you are brave enough to go outside and face the world. 💪
• Someone who do lame jokes but you still cracking about it whenever you hear them. 😏
• Someone who you can sit still for hours, looking at each other face and not knowing what to do but still enjoy the awkward moments trying to get to know each other like your first met. 😜
• Someone who you would always find something new to figure it out about them. Should I call it a life long education? Lol 📜
• Someone who you even wonder how you guys can be here today stand still next to each other. 😆
• Someone who you can't afford to lose because if you are, you sure can't get another because you are kind of broke jk. 😂
• Foremost, someone who you want to spend your short life in Allah's blessing and being together till Jannah. 💖

Yes, you have survived so much. Together. 

I miss me

After a long time since I was here, I am back. I miss blogger, I miss writing about life and thoughts (even it just a few postings). Today my gut brings me here.

I just wanna share about "istiqamah". I am not a religious person, whatever I have uttered here is just my two cent. So, istiqamah is hard. It is really hard for me myself. As a human being, no lies, we absolutely want to be better day by day without looking back to what we used to and what we want to leave out in our past. Maybe something that we regret the most, that what make us open up to change ourselves. But, as we tried and we fight, sometimes we lose and it is okay. It is okay to not come back stronger each time.

But, keep going.

No matter how exhausted we are, just keep on moving. Just remember, we are not competing with ourselves but we instead wanna helping us from anything that holding us back. So, take each step and be sure of it. For me, it doesn't matter the time taken for us to move on but each step that we make everyday that what is really important. Same goes when we said we want to change, we did. The next thing is, istiqamah.