A night thought

Hai wassssup k

This post is gonna be only a random night thought/thoughts pfttt before am going to sleep. I feel sleepy already but nah like I used to do, keep fighting back. You wouldn't want to be defeat don't chaaa lol. Okay I actually waiting for someone who is already on the way to Shah Alam. Am still waiting....k heheh

So, what I actually want to talk about is about the pain you caused and the pain you get. I just wanna say that, it sounds easy for you before it actually happens to yourself. When you're hurting, you won't feel the pain but the others did. When you got hurt, then you will understand how much the pain was. It is like the feeling is killing you slowly inside. 

It is not good ranting on social media about the other person hurting you. Yes you might feel like, "this is not fair for me" or "I want you to feel guilty for what happens to me" or "other people should know what you have done to me" kind of thing. But based on my experience, the best way is to just keep your personal things away from outsider who only await to watch your drama or sort. Not updating whatsapp status, twitter, instagram or facebook is the best way to heal yourself and kept you from keeping grudge. It has happened and let it go. It hurts, I know. You won't be able to accept it but you will soon or later. We all have hurt or be hurt by others at least once in a life. Believe me, things will get better when you learn to let it go. It is not your fault that it ends the way you never wanted it to. But remember, God has written our life in the best way as God knows us than we ever know ourselves.

Or maybe you both did feel the same pain? As we will never know how's the other person doing and feel about it. They could be in the same page like you, regretting, crying and wanting to fix all back. But...there are things that better to put an end to. If they are fated to be with you, after a long lost they will come back and you could start things over together, wise and lots of understanding. Life is about acceptance and how we react to surroundings. We must know that life is also a "give and take" matter. We need to let things go in order to let ourselves grow and be stronger. The pain could destroy or it could turn you into a better person. It is your choice. 

After a while, let me putting an end to this. I have got the messages already heheh . Kayy chauu